Wounds that will never end

Written by ChloeTiff LMT

Every time when we are falling,
Blackouts and emptiness appeared.
Your brain is trying to catch up with your body,
But failing miserably at it.

Unsure of what this should be,
Or we just get use to this relation?
I don't want to face the stream of disarray,
Emptiness and aimlessness that lies ahead.

There is an unknown ends looming ahead,
Whereby it's rather hard or easy.
My heart just feebly tags along,
Trying to appear determined.

No matter what happens in life,
I still have my doubts.
I feel nostalgic yet distant,
But I will still be there when you need me.

Remember all those simple things.

Written by ChloeTiff LMT

During those days,
We just don’t know who we are.
Yet we are not shy,
Not to avoid.

Who are we to be separated,
Not to be together?

Things doesn’t get along well,
That came in different colours.
God has given one heart,
Which shows the love.

There is nothing wrong,
When will we have the freedom?

Feelings of sadness

Written by ChloeTiff LMT

When you felt down,
Look for the brightness in you.
You never know what's the miracle could happen.

When you felt lonely,
Look for the memories that happened in you.
You will never be alone.

When you felt angry,
Think back those who loves you.
You will be grateful.

Tranquility

Written by ChloeTiff LMT

A mixture of Grey and White,
Does this familiar to you?
White little fluffy creations,
Had turn to dust that can't be seen.

It's like a battle,
That only can witness.
Knocking down each other there,
Forbidden to participate from here. 

There is a message,
Which never been told.
Happy, anger, love, or disappointment,
It shows somehow.

Tears dropping that is unexpected,
Fire that feels like volcanoes,
Disappearance of the woods,
Greens that had been covered.

Level of the blues increase,
Pieces of rocks washed away,
Whites that is melting away,
It is all gone silently. 

When will we realize,
That the darkness has come.
Nothing are done,
Will there be rainbow once again?

It will never be too late,
Only if we could learn.
Things will be better, 
When you have the eager.. and faith to believe.

Learn and Grow

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

For my love, my Valentine

I remember the first time we met
It was like yesterday that I will not forget
Over and over the stories been told by me
There is nothing left behind when I start to open my voice
For our love stories

When you look into my eyes I knew
I knew there will be a future for me and you
I trust in you where or whenever you go
Even for our distance or problem
I will always love you

My dreams of being with you are a miracle
That no one believe that it's finally came true
Baby I love you
I promise that now and forever for worst or for better
I'll be with you, this I promise by saying 'Yes, I do"

My heart pumped like crazy at first
But now, I'm with you that you warmed my hidden feelings
That have calm me down and kiss you gently
I'm sure I will live until I die with you
I love you

A poem dedicate specially to my Baby, it's a gift to you.

Wish my friends out there, Happy Valentine to you!
Specially Jackson, Avy, Caren, Erin, Charlene, Audrey, Johnathan, June, Beryl

It happens again

"Family Ties are precious things

Woven through the years,

of laughter, love and tears.

Family ties are cherished things

forged in childhood days,

by love of parents deep and true,

by tradition, by family ways.

.

Family ties are treasured things

and far though we may roam,

the tender bonds with those we love

still pull our hearts toward home."

Simon.. Why you have to do this again to Angel?

I really speechless when I heard it again.
Why you can't stop it Simon?
Is that really hard for you to let go or you can't let go?

It's really unfair to Angel, do you understand me?
When I listened to every each of word coming out from Angel's mouth or when I look at her, I cried. Not because of you jerk but for the greatest woman in the world. She worked so hard to raise your children. Do you ever think about it? Ask your heart. Did you ever called your children when they are in overseas? Do you ever take your responsibility?

Maybe yes. When? I tell you when. Is the only time when you picked the phone to say "Hello?". Not saying much and pass it to Angel for who called.

You might consider your child, Adelaide who are taking degree out there but what about Claire? She's having exams right now don't you know that? Things happen always when Claire is having exams. How you want her to try her best and prove that she can do well by out perform herself? She's trying to get A's this time but is this all you have to pressure her and make her lost faith in exams? No.

Remember the time Claire having her SPM? What happened to her? Yes. She cried, she shouted, she fainted, she kneeled down and beg and she have problems now. Problems like sickness? I don't know.. She didn't tell me much about it. How about in overseas? Don't ever think that she don't know anything from you because of the distance. She struggle so hard for the course but grades keep falling after the 3rd semester. Claire is not a clever girl but at least she tried her best and she think further.

Claire told me everything about it and I'm really sad and sorry to hear it.. again. Claire don't wanna speak out or judge anything when she's in the house because she doesn't wanna things happen again. She hope you change and she thought you had changed. For what I've listened to her, she's extremely disappointed this time. She observe but not to talk and why is that? Think yourself. Someone who thinks, they thought a lot.

I don't think you are the role model for mostly people think that father is the role model. Simon, for your act, ask yourself, should you be a role model or are you a role model now? Do you feel ashame or proud? Not that Angel didn't give you chances. Recall back Simon, how many times and chances that give to you and you drop it?

You used to say, "find a rich guy and marry him!"
Hmm.. In this case..
Are you a rich man that Angel married to?

Suddenly remind me about last Sunday.
I was cleaning the places, your picture keep drop from the cupboard. I wonder why and how it drop itself? Perhaps, it is a sign. Sign of what? I don't know but it's scares.

For You..

I know I may be young to say this among you all.
That is why I only have the right to write but not to talk.
I watch you all without saying a word to it.
But here..

" Everyday I see,
When I wake up,
All that I see was black,
Faces that are angry, sad and upset.

Everyday I listen,
When I sit down,
All that I listen was shouting,
Attitude that are ignoring, pushing, and disagreement.

Everyday I walk,
When I pass you,
All that I feel was strange,
Feelings that are lying, ... "

Nobody is perfect.
You see, we all make mistakes.
Just that when we realise that we are wrong,
We will try our best to learn from the mistakes not to make it worst.
People giving us lots of chances to change good and not bad.
Remember why Jesus Christ sacrifice Himself on the Cross?

The fuel of petrol had increase, you have to think of the money that will be used in transportation. Don't only demand people but think before you act please. How are we gonna save more money when we are spending lots of expenses?

She didn't talk much doesn't mean that she is okay with all the things. She knew every steps of us. Just because of her silents, she is crying in it. Do you know that she is suffering, worrying, and praying?

As for you, because of your previous act you brought it along the way. How you gonna change it you have to think for yourself.

Shouting is not a solution.. but discuss with each other politely as you are what you are.
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Time Passes By

There is a time, when we are young, when we lie out in a meadow, our hands clasped behind our head, and we stare up at the sky, we dream of what our life might be. The possibilities seem endless, and we are enchanted at this vision. It beckons us toward Life, and Joy.
But then, as things work out, and we grow older, Reality sets in. we decide we have to settle. Settle for a life that’s less than what we dreamed. A different life. Maybe an Okay life. But definitely a lesser life. And, at times, a boring life.
But sometime later, in our life, something awakens within us. Call it yearning. Call it hope. We come to realize the dream we dreamed has never died. And we go back to get it. We decide to resume our search… for the life we know within our heart that we were meant to live.