Those two crabs have helped him.

Oh well, it seems cheeky when you see my title. This is taken during the sunset and I am amazed of how this picture has been taken. I love the background where you can see the sunset in Kota Kinabalu, the two crabs that basically in love, and of course the sand and the sea.

There’s a story behind this picture actually. It’s not just a funny moment that we saw these crabs.

When I was just a kid, I love to go to the beach and try to catch the crabs – but I failed, always. So I take this chance to make a joke, asked if someone could catch a crab for me and I will marry him.

There you go.

The Surprise from Aldrich

This afternoon when I’m with Caren my dear, Aldrich called me when we were having our lunch. Okay, let me just type what we talked on the phone.

Blue is him and Pink is me. That’s our colour haha!

“Hello?”, I said.
“Hello… where you?”
“I’m having lunch with Caren now. How about you?”
“Har? You eat again?”
“Yes. Just now eat a bit only because I know I will have lunch with Caren”
“Okay, tell you what, I’m in the airport now and I’m going back to KK!”

*Silent*

“Hello?”
“Probably you are just lying. Your flight is on the 7th.”
“Really wooo… hehehe”
“No. Don’t think I’m still a kid k?”
“No wooo.. I really am coming back!”
“If you really in the airport, why there are no announcement from the airport?”
“Har? Really wooo I’m coming back! Are you happy?”
“No… because you are lying duh.”
“Why oh? This is a surprise!”
“I think you just sending your friend’s flight”
“No no noo.. it’s my flight!”
“Okay, you shut up first. Don’t talk. I wanna listen to your environment.”

*Silent*

*Bla bla blaaa (Announcement from Kuching Airport)*

“Okay, I believe you.”
“Hehehehhehehehehhhe. Are you happy?”
"When you talk, no announcement. When you diam, got announcement. Ish!"
"So are you happy or not!??!?!!?"
“Err… okay la.” (cause I don't wanna make him proud lols)

*Caren laughing there because I was too cool*

“Okay la only? Why????”
“Because it’s weird to give me surprise now when you are still in kuching but not surprise me in KK”
“You know why I don’t surprise you in KK?”
“Why la?”
“Because I know if I step in to my house, my brothers will sms you for sure. Then there will be no surprise.”
“Ceh, you thought they are so 38 meh…”
“Really mahhh… sure they will sms”
“Fine, let’s bet then!”
“Yerrr.. are you happppyyyyy??? I’m coming backkkk!!!!”
“Well, ok ok la.. cause it’s really half way loooo”
“Haha!”
"Ishhh... haha your head"

Then it all continue...

Wondering how my birthday will be

Nothing gets to me today but I wonder how my birthday will be.

Days by days past and I didn’t know whether am I afford to make myself a party for my 21st. It’s 21 and I wish to make it more special since I seldom celebrated my birthdays.

I remembered one of my pictures holding the cake knife as I wanna cut the birthday cake is during my kinder garden days and we celebrated with my sister’s because she is on the 7th December and I’m in the 6th December. Nopes, we are not twins. We are in the gap of 2 years difference.

I never really celebrated with friends actually because my birthday is on December. During my days in High school, it’s a holiday for everybody. Until I met my friends in KL, further my studies for Quantity Surveying in Tar College. Then, I get to celebrate with friends (Drex). Well, it was quite a memorable moments. We had a Steamboat buffet dinner for all back in 2006, taking lots and lots of pictures together. For me, Drex is like brothers and sisters. And I do miss them lots because they really care each other.

In 2007 get a new house there in condominium and meet housemates. My housemates are great and I love them. We cook for each other, and I really do miss every moment I swim everyday until 10pm. Okay, my housemates surprised me with a cake and we went out for supper on the 5th December just to countdown my birthday and I remembered that day, was quite an unforgettable day to me because bad things happened right before my birthday, 5 hours before twelve midnight. Well, I know it’s quite sometime already and it’s better that we move on together and stay strong. Human look forward and not look backward and this is how we grow. I will support you in everything you do. Just don’t give me another ‘N/A’ sign to represent you.

So, 2008 I celebrated with Aldrich. It is a surprise for me that he brought me to Gunter’s and that’s my first time stepping in. Going to Gunter’s its like going in your own house. Had a little sweet and romantic time together face to face and dine together. It’s a bungalow you see, so it’s something like a ‘dream’. Then, he bought me cakes from Hyatt.

This year? I wonder how, who, what, where, when I should make it. Can I afford to spend on dinners? I did save money for making things work actually. Aldrich is coming back on the 7th December, so it’s impossible to celebrate my birthday.

How… can I make this happen?

Wondering wondering.

"Let's Start from here"

Sorry that I can't put the youtube here. they disabled it.. So if you wanna listen to this song, please kindly click here and let it load until you read the lyrics of this song below, then you can listen while look at the lyrics and understand this beautiful song. Enjoy!

As you can see beside, in my ChatBox.
Aldrich had left me a message there by putting the youtube links for me.

Guess what?
He wanted me to check on the link and want me to understand it. So, I did. ( I know what you thinking baby.. )

Once I wait for this song to load in youtube,
I was thinking, 'Hmm.. What this mean?'
"Let's Start from here" ? Sad song???

Then when I play the song,
The piano is amazing and I know for the whole song, Aldrich was trying to tell me something.

After I listen for the second time, I ask Aldrich that why he sent this song's link? All he said to me was..
"It's just like us. Where we are in different places now.. but our love stays and it bringing up messages that sometimes I wanted to interpret. Sometimes, I'm really in silence and this song had told almost everything"

I love you Baby..

Lyrics:
Giving up
Why should I have come too far to forget
Beautiful
Just got lost somewhere along the way
So much was missing when you went away
Let's start from here
Lose the past, change our minds
We don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance
Don't think too deep
All those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here

Standing here face to face
A finger on your lips
Don't say a word, don't make a sound
Silence around us now
Even when you were gone I felt you everywhere
Let's start from here
Lose the past, change our minds
We don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance
Don't think too deep
All those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here

Let's start from here
I've never been the one to open up
But you've always been the voice within
The only one for my cold heart

Let's start from here
Lose the past, change our minds
We don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance
Don't think too deep
All those promises
Let's start from here
Lose the past, change our minds
We don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance
Don't think too deep
All those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here

Mooncake Festival Dinner

I was rushing to take my dinner just now. Because I once I online, everyone seems like non stop msn me and sms me. In the same time? For all? God! It's a good sign that my friends miss me! Hahahha!
My mum always say must eat early for all Festival.
So today when I was snapping all the foods pictures,
Hmmm.. Kinda.. Not nice. Not Pretty leh!
Sob sob.. But never mind. You know why?
Pictures not nice never mind,
Food nice it's all nice! HAha!!

My mum say something about Aldrich before we eat.
*Shocked* She was saying that,
If Aldrich was here, Mum surely also ask him to come and have a dinner with us. But too bad, he was in Miri having his studies. No good stuffs to eat. Hmm.. but his house owner had invited him for dinner last Friday, he rejected cause he have celebration of Mooncake Festival in Church. At least he have Mooncake to eat? Lol!
Love You Baby!

Delicious dinner we had just now!
Stew Pork with Lettuce, Duck, Chicken, Fish, Mushroom with Gamat and Bao Bei.
All..... all what?
Yeahh.. All Meat! Look my list again.. Lol.. Correct?
We are great meat eaters!!
But.. I love Vegetables too la..
We are not that Scary~

Specially to my dear Jackson, who live alone out there in London. Kesian him cannot eat Chinese good food~ lol!!
Happy Mooncake day to all my other dears!
Caren, Audrey, Avy, Erin, Charlene, Sharon and Mimie.

Picture Below: Stewed Pork with Lettuce

Picture Below: Roasted DuckPicture Below: Steamed ChickenPicture Below: Halia with Chili and Kicap (Hainam way to eat with chicken)Picture Below: Mushroom with Bamboo Shoot, Gamat and Bao Bei (I love this one most and All Time!)

So Do you enjoy your dinner?

Happy Mooncake Festival!

Anniversary 08

Today have a little time to update my blog.

Well.. this time I'm gonna blog something about me!

2307 is the date of Aldrich and I,

Where we started our stories.
Since we are still young and free.. Lol.

Since we are still in All Saints.

We had together for.. 1845 days til now and so on.

You all can see it from my blog as you scroll down to the end.

This year's anniversary, finally we can celebrate it.

Cause mostly both of us are in different distination where we can't celebrate all the festivals and holidays together. Before this year, I was in West Malaysia and he's in East Malaysia. Both of us was having our own studies. It had been 4 years we are having such long distance relationship. We are only able to see and meet each other one month which is the beginning of every year to celebrate Chinese New Year.

We had our dinner in Little Italy.

Which I didn't expected him to bring me.

He wore the shirt and I bought to him, and I wear as pretty as I can plus make ups. Mummy was looking at me when I'm making up-ing. Lol and I told her why.

Here's the food..

Picture Below: Pizza

Picture Below: LagsanaIt actually cost.. RM 65+

This Restaurant are not found in West Malaysia! So Feel free to come Sabah the Borneo!

I miss you~

Well.. I really miss those days when you came back here.
All the hard work and surprises.
I can feel that you did everything deeply from your heart.

You must study hard okay?

Never mind of your previous result.
I know you can do it someday!
We have to think wise and learn from our mistakes to proceed to the next step my baby.
The future is waiting for us.
Bright future!
I believe in you and I love you.
*Hugs*

Love is in the Air

Took this picture when i'm in the car with my parents and big sister after we have a walk in One Borneo.

It was like a flying love

We should love our own country just like the sky show their love to us. LOL.

I love my Family, Dears and Friends.

I love you Aldrich~

If I can make a love in the air, sure you will "lam seii" haha

Chicken Pie

Having.. Supper in Secret Recipe with Aldrich.

Don't know what to eat and I heard that Jenette's mum which is my Aunt love the pie but she love the spicy one and Secret Recipe didn't serve anything else but only cakes and pies. Somemore they already set what can be eat after 10pm. No Choice. >.<

Picture Below: The name

Picture Below: Whole Piece

Picture Below: Cut to Half

Picture Below: See the inside

Picture Below: The Layers
Can you see how good it is?

The whole pie was filled with chicken and not just a little but it's many and it's HUGE! This can be a dinner rather than eating rice everyday. The juicy sauce from the pie.. OMG.. hot and deliciuos..

Yummy! Am I making you hungry? Lol.

A day in 1 Borneo

Finally!
Yes, had a walk in One Borneo with Aldrich.
It was his first time to One Borneo.
Along the way to there, all he was saying that
" So far oh.. where it is? "
Of course it was far cause you fetch me from Putatan yesterday. Ha ha.

At first he said that One Borneo is kinda small and ugly but then when we went in and walk then he say it's big. But it's true that the external view of the building is not yet.. beautiful? They don't even finish the painting yet. We can see the materials and the quality of the building tho..

Actually I didn't like much about the Yellow thingy outside. It shows like they are promoting Digi advertisement. LoL. And of course the traffic area is so disorganised which everyone need to drive so far to get a U-Turn and back to home. Shouldn't they open a road near to the One Borneo just like how they did to City Mall? Add-ons that the parking area up there is still in construction. Not even light install there yet. People are to walk in the dark.

Back to stories~

We went for movies there and the seats are more comfortable to compared to others Cinema that we have here. Too bad we didn't bought pop corns and 1901 hot dogs or else it will be prefect!

So, let me recall of what we watched yesterday? War of The Dragon! It was base in a Korean ancient stories that brought back in current life of two person. Over 500 years they waited. The snake in the movie is HUGE and FAST!

Well My baby, I really had a great time yesterday! Long time we didn't walk like that.. I Love you!

After all that, both of us walk around and we bought lots of food.

First, the Big Apple Donuts

Second, the Doreamon Pancake

Third, the Pizza which we fill in our tummy first.

Pictures will be updated in 3 hours later..

Confuse

Things are getting weird and weird.
Nope.
Should be saying that
" The world is getting more and more weird ".
There are many things happening around me
I just don't wanna talk about some issues first.

There is something that I really don't understand.
Somethings about L.O.V.E.
Why others can be happy and live happily ever after all those fairy tale stories bla bla stories but why I'm suffering this kind of relationship? I'm writting this now to let the whole world know what I'm thinking and ESPECIALLY to let you know that i'm really getting more and more frustrated of how you treating me! I really can't stand it! Cause it smell SUCKS!!!

I have been told you about this many times. I think I should not mention it in "times" but "years". Starting from the very first day or could be say the "first part" you love me. But it's ok that you left me back in those days and come back to have the "second part". In condition that I added
" Please do care me always ".

Can you think back a little bit that why you ask me for another chance again?

Everyday when it comes quarrel, you would say
" Sorry ", " Sorry " and " Sorry ".

Does this word make you vomit sometimes people?
When there's promises that had been made and yet today you get your forgiveness but yet tomorrow you start it all over again.
If you do change or learn from your mistake, Helloooo..? There is no thousands of sorrys but just a little.
I admit that I'm getting vomit to hear those " Sorry ".
Duhhh.

I tell you the truth now.
You never learn from mistake when you never regret!

For example, If there is another girl in this kind of relationship, I think she had gone for years already. Not to stay in this relationship. What kind of relationship is this and what's the benefit of it?

When you having your examination, I think for you that never get anything to make you worry or anything but you making some problems during my examinations! Did you ever think for the sack of mine? There's only me who think for this relationship. How to make you happy, how to make this relationship grow, how to keep this relationship, bla bla bla.

People started to ask me,
" Did A ever thanks God for having you? "
I thanks God for having you but you don't.

You know, when someone called you but yet you did not pick up the f*call, people get angry and just wanted to smack the phone cause you don't even appreciate the people that love you!

You don't even tell your parents that we are in a relationship over the 5 years. What am I to you? A dummy that tie on those unlikely strings? You even hide it among your friends and your brothers and sister! How can you be someones brother?

This is not the first time I type these kind of things in Blog.
In my previous blog in friendster there's one before. Don't even try to forget it! Your best friend Steven also read it and that's why we can solve the problem.
If it wasn't Steven, can you really understand my feelings that time?

Now what you said to me, I think is all Shits!

Mum asked me how are you? I will never say "Not Okay" or "having problems" cause I don't want to mention it to her or making her worried or anything.

Do you understand me actually?
I use to be a happy and out going girl but because of you I had become mroe and more quite. Cause you make me SICK OF LIFE!

Sisters of mine, please don't mention too.
Very fan!
We'll see
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